how do old players stay motivated to play this game
i feel like defrag is too overwhelming. there are too many maps to get times on and once you learn basics of this game it all feels very one dimensional. i appreciate watching power of heavy metal videos before i go to bed but playing this game itself feels rather dull. i can see improvements and feel a joy in csgo valorant or some shooter game but in defrag i feel like this is some self medication patience shit.
i guess im asking two quiestions;
how do guys like inder or w3sp or FM stay motivated and not get bored
and where do they get the discipline